Monday, December 20, 2004

out of boredom

1.Like to walk in the rain? -yes. it's... um....
romantic. tsk tsk.
2.Sleep with or without clothes on? -without
clothes. lol joke lang. With clothes.
3.Prefer black or blue pens? -black
4.Like to travel? -yez~ who doesn't anyway?
5.Like someone? -ummm..... yes.
6.Does he/she know? -no.
7.How? -he sees but cn't see, he hears but cn't
hear.
8.Sleep on your side? -do i sleep on my side?
mmm... i don't know, man~ I get unconcsious after
i fall asleep. ehehehe
9.Think you're attractive? -i don't know, but ppl say
i am. LOL Loko lang~~~~!!! lol I'm not that
attractive type of a girl. Easy to spot though. ;0b
10.Want to marry? -yes if i meet the right guy.
11.Who? -the mr.right who would love me untill the
end of the world.
12.Alaska or Hawaii? -both.
13.Are you a good student? -umm... average. tsk
tsk.
14.Are you currently in a relationship? -
unfortunately, nopes.
15.Are you involved in sports? -yeah. swimming,
volleyball, basketball, badminton, gym...
16.Christmas or Halloween? -Christmas, of
course!!! duh~~ ^^
17.Colored or black-and-white photo? -it depends.
18.Do you think long distance relationships
work? -yes, if the couple love each other, and
communicate with each other.
19.Do you believe in astrology? -Nah~~
20.Do you believe in God? -a big YES!!!
21.Do you believe in love at first sight? -yeah, it
happens...
22.Do you consider yourself the life of the
party? -life of the party......hmm... nopes.
23.Do you drive? -used to. not anymore.
24.Do you have a job? -no.
25.Do you make fun of people? -yes, when it's
necessary. ;0b
26.Do you think dreams eventually come true? -if
you pray hard for it, yes, they do come true.
27.Fave thing/s to do? -driving around with
friends, playing the piano, watching good quality
movies, listening to good music, singing, playing
drums, surfing the net, writing poems, writing
letters to my friends, texting, sleeping, and eating,
dancing to the fast beat, etc.
28.Favorite band? -Simple Plan.
29.Fave. breakfast? -any will do. hehehe
30.Fave. Candy? -i don't really go for candies.
mm... maybe durian candy? hehehe
32.Favorite body parts of the opposite sex: -eyes,
hands, and the abs. bwahahaha.
33.Favorite food? -all my mama's food, pizza, and
pasta.
34.Go to the movies or rent? -Go to the movies.
35.Have you ever moved? -many times.
37. How's the weather right now? -it's damn hot.
38.Hug or kiss? -BOTH.
39.Last person you talked to on the phone? -my
dad.
40.When was your last kiss? -no comment. LOL
41.Single or taken? -single.
42.What will you do tomorrow? -post my
christmas cards to all my friends, go to the party...
then.... i don't know.
43.what will you do later? -sleep. hehehe
44.What do you drink? -what kinda question is
this? hmmm..... i drink water, ngek... i always have
cafe mocha for my coffee. Hot choco, iced choco,
they are both ok...
45.What's your bedtime? -LOL Silly~ no set
bedtime.
46. What's your name backwards? -let's see...
hanuoy?? wow. ^^;;;
47.Who do you talk to the most online? -umm... i
don't know. Can't really tally them up and say who i
talk to the most online.
48.Latest realization? -i am happy. ehehehehe

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

sir Efren's xmas greetings to everyone

Efren
Date:
December 13, 2004 4:44 AM
Subject:
Merry Christmas!
Message:
Somehow, not only for Christmas, But all the longyear through, The joy that you give to others, Isthe joy that comes back to you. And the more youspend in blessing, The poor and lonely and sad,The more of your heart's possessing, Returns toyou glad. Merry Christmas everyone

Monday, December 06, 2004

when they say "leave me alone"



내버려 두세요

내버려두진 마세요
관심과 사랑을 듬뿍 보여주세요
힘들고 지칠때..
혼자있고 싶을때..
옆에 있어 주세요
안아주세요
혼자 있고 싶다는말은
너무너무 외로워서 죽을꺼 같으니
옆에 있어 달라는 말이니까요

the bird and a Frankenstein



제목 : 새 그리고 프랑켄슈타인

작성자 : 정호철



비록,
지금은 공원에 살찐 비둘기들만이 득실대지만...

어렸을 적 공원을 걷다 보면
가끔 벤치주변에서 재잘대는 작은 새를 발견하곤 했어
너무나 이뻐서 다가갈라치면
새는 언제나 나를 몇발자국 남기고 날아가 다신 돌아오진 않았지

그 후로 난...
더욱 조심조심 다가가려 애썼지만
단 한번도 새를 내 손바닥 위에 올려놓을 수 없었어

그리고 깨달았어.

내가 바라보는 너는 작고 예쁜 새이지만
새가 바라보는 나는 크고 무서운 괴물일 뿐이라는 것을 말야

다가가려 애쓰는 것 보다
차라리 그저 멀리서 바라보는 것이
더 오랫동안.. 더 평화롭게.. 새를 바라볼수 있다는 것도...

그리고...

시간이 흘러... 난 너를 보았어...
어릴적 공원에서 내가 예쁜 새를 보았던 그때처럼...

Thursday, December 02, 2004

보고싶다...

떠나버린거 알면서도...
다 알면서도
또 보고싶다...
바보처럼... 또 보고싶은데...
볼 수 없다...
바보처럼 또 슬퍼하는 내 모습이
너무 싫다...

Wednesday, December 01, 2004


pills for my broken heart..

Wait and see...




don't try to know everything from the start

wait and see

but don't ever judge

wait and see

until you find the truth

but the question is...

Does the truth exist?

wait and see

maybe you'll find out

almost over you


ALMOST OVER YOU
Sheena Easton

I saw an old friend of ours today
She asked about you
I didn't quite know what to say
Heard you've been makin'
the rounds 'round here
While I've been trying
to make tears disappear

CHORUS
Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you

You're such a sly one
with your cold cold heart
Maybe leaving came easy
but it tore me apart
Time heals all wounds they say
and I should know
coz it seems like forever
but I'm letting you go
REPEAT CHORUS

I can forgive you and soon
I'll forget all my shattered dreams
Although you left me with nothing to show
for my misery
REPEAT CHORUS

i wish i were almost over you.......